I want somebody who cares for me passionately
With every thought and with every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things in a different light
All the things I detest I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied to anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of those things
But when I’m asleep I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me, kiss me tenderly
Though things like this make me sick
In a case like this I’ll get away with it…
It’s been an intensely emotional, wonderful, but frustrating summer. Right now, I hate that I’m here in Belgium, where we should be home together, and you’re in the hospital in Marseille and I can’t be there next to you. Hope you make it to Philly for my birthday… I know I could be patient and wait until Xmas to be with you again, I just don’t want to. <3
jerrybrito:
Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.
Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has nothing to…
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Lately, I’ve found myself wishing that I really had someone I could talk about life with. There doesn’t really seem to be a whole lot of that these days, especially as many of the people I trust the most are far away.
I miss that… just talking.
noodlenaddle asked: illllllllllyssa!!!! i miss you. <3 <3
i try not to be boring but i am. :/
I totally just noticed you could get messages on here, so I’m really sorry if you sent it weeks or months ago and I managed to not see it :P I miss you too! <3
And it’s ok.. I understand boring. I’ve kinda come to this conclusion that I have an extremely dual life and when I’m in one place it’s awesome and when I’m in the other, there’s not much to get excited about besides my work. I’ve been really off the radar aside from gigs. Partially by my own design and partially because my social life’s been practically nonexistent around here. Most of the people I know make me feel old and I don’t like it.
I may not really be posting much these days, but a large part of that is because THIS is about to happen. Kicking things off semi-locally this Saturday and then off I go!
Bratislava, Slovakia
The gates of Eastern Europe. I have to admit, of all the cities and countries that I’ve played and of all those I’m getting ready to, playing Bratislava on March 19th is already gearing up to be special. My first appearance in Eastern Europe, my first in a Slavic country, and I’m one of the first non-Eastern-European DJs in my genre to play there. I am VERY honored and very excited to spend an evening with people who have been going out of their way to offer a warm and enthusiastic welcome before I’ve even arrived.
And my god, I know from experience after spending the day there this summer, but quite a few Slovak women are a level of beautiful I can’t even begin to describe.
Bring it on.
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It was actually pretty accurate!
In general, I can’t wait to leave again in March. I miss my friends and I’m feeling rather disconnected here. It’s helpful that my gig schedule is really busy because socially things have been rather dull and I don’t get out of the house mush. I miss deep conversations and lately I’m feeling like I have less and less in common with the people around me. At least in about 6 weeks I’ll be able to be around people who aren’t getting married (or at least shacking up/generally attached at the hip), popping out kids, or varying levels of health nuts. There’s nothing wrong with any of these things, but I’m not particularly interested in hearing every detail about your relationships, or your kids/pregnancy, or your workouts/what you’re eating. To be honest, these things bore me.
Roll on imperial architecture, craft beer, amazing food, cuban cigars, pretty women, and no kids. That’s the life for me.
